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Chapter 1
Eli's POVI gaze upon Kevin's face while he sits infront of me browsing the web on his laptop. Once again I daydream about the countless possiblities that could happen if I confessed my love to him. All of a sudden, I get surprised as Kevin notices me staring at him.
"Eli hyung!" Kevin screamed
"AHHHH, what?!?" I asked startled
"Hehe were you staring at me ?"
"Umm..uh NO! I was just thinking"
"What were you thinking of... ME?"
"uhh..no, just stuff"
"Don't worry I was just joking with you, but your so cute when you get scared"
Kevin was usually like that but I couldn't help but blush when he called me cute. I could feel my cheeks getting warmer but luckily Kevin is to busy on the computer. I can still remember the moment I began to grow feelings for Kevin. It was in our trainee days when we sat on the bus home together everyday. Everything about him was just so irresistable, his kind,gentle personality, cute expressions, warm smile and voice of an angel. When riding the bus home everyday he would always save a seat for me and we would share a bento box together as we were young and made only a little bit of money. Although Kevins personality was shy at times with me he would be really confident, comfortable and touchy (Which I had no problem with). But because of my shy , calm personality I was always too afraid to express my love to him as I don't won't our friendship to be ruined if her doesn't like me back.
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-Knock , knock ,knock-
"Come in" Kevin screams
AJ opens the door and asks "Hey Kevin hyung, Eli hyung were going out to eat. You guys wanna come?"
"YEAH sure" Kevin replies
"How bout you Eli hyung?"
"Nah, it's OK, I think I'll stay home"
Putting on his aegyo Kevin then mutters "HYUNG, please can you go...for me" in a cute voice with his face right against Eli's.
"Fine" Eli decides as he can't ever stand Kevin's cuteness and would do anything Kevin tells him too.
"YAY" Kevin laughed as he then kissed Eli on the cheek and ran out to go change.
Eli then once again blushed, snickering like a child.
The Next Day...
In the U-Kiss dorm, The person Eli talked to the most was Kevin but when it came to his problems and secrets he usually talked to Kiseop.
"Eli, you seriously need to stop torturing yourself! Just express your love to Kevin already!"
"No Kiseop hyung, what if he doesn't like me back and this ruins our friendship and he separates from U-Kiss. then he will hate me!"
"Your over-thinking, anyways you and him are the closest in the house! He always flirts and is touchy with you, If I didn't know you guys, I'd probaly think you 2 were already in a relationship!" Kiseop explains as he lays on the bed.
"Well I just don't think I should right now" Eli says as he lays beside Kiseop.
"OK...So...did he kiss you anywhere else other than your cheeks last night? Kiseop teased
"Shut up" Eli laughed as he bear hugged his friend not letting go.
Chapter 2
Eli's POV After a intense practice of preparing for our comeback for Neverland, we finally get a break and are sent to a small village named Boseong for 10 days to taste and experience the land's specialty for green tea. We all pack and head into the vans for the long drive.
As I enter the back seat of the van, Kevin then jumps in and lays beside me with his head on my lap.
"Eli hyung, I'm so tired and did anyone ever tell you how comfy your lap is?" Kevin cutely said with the usually big smile on his face.
I laughed a little as I began to brush Kevin's hair letting this cute boy rest. Within minutes, Kevin fell asleep on my lap. I stared at his face the whole ride there wondering "how can someone possibly be so cute even when sleeping?".
When we arrive , Dongho runs to our van and is about to express his excitment but I quickly interupt him with a "SHHHHhh..." as Kevin is still sleeping. He then whispers "sorry" and runs to the other members to express it.
I slowly lift Kevin carefully and get him out of the van carrying him as though he was a child. He continues to sleep while I carry him inside. While I walk into our hanok, I see Kiseop sitting on the stairs giving me a smirk while I lift Kevin into his room and I can't help but blush.
While I enter the room, Kevin wakes up rubbing his eyes like a child looking at me.
"Thanks hyung" Kevin whispers to me as he lays back on my shoulder again.
"No problem" I whisper back as I slowly put him down on the bed quietly leaving.
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I entered the kitchen where Kiseop was sitting on the counter drinking some green tea.
"You must be happy today, Kevin slept on your lap and you got to carry him~" he laughed.
"Shut up" I said blushing, uncontrollably smiling.
"You should seriously take advantage of these next 10 days to confess to Kevin...You know, you just might leave this village with a boyfriend by your side".
"Kiseop, it's not as easy as you think and we're making our comeback soon so concentrating on my career is most important at the moment".
"But thats why were on vacation right now!"
I was speechless as I knew he was right but I still didn't want to risk my friendship with Kevin. Luckily Hoon came in just in time with green tea icecream.
"Hyung, eat some ice cream."
"Thanks"
I ate the ice cream while the Dongho , Soohyun, and AJ came in.
"Hey guys, how many rooms is in this hanok?" I questioned.
"Theres 3 rooms" AJ answered.
"Theres 3 beds in my room that im sharing with Kiseop and Soohyun" Dongho added.
"AJ and I are sharing a room, the one with the bunkbed" Hoon claimed.
"I guess you and Kevin are sharing the last room Eli, although it only has one bed. It's a King sized bed so you will be OK." Soohyun stated.
"Umm OK" I responded.
Inside I'm jumping with joy, I usally share a bed with Kevin but I get more happier everytime I get to be with Kevin.
Every second I love him more and more, My heart would skip a beat everytime I look at him. Kevin Woo is whom I am in love with and he will forever be the only one in my heart. But I wonder if I am or ever was the one he loved....
Chapter 3
Eli's POVThat night, we decided to all go out to the village to see what there was to explore and learn about.
"WOAH look at all these lights and stalls, LET GO SHOPPING" Dongho hollered while exploring everything.
We then all separated all looking at our own things.
"ELI HYUNG, I'm hungry. Do you want to buy something for me to eat?"
"Fine, Kevin what do you wanna eat?"
"Well I heard of one of Boseong's delicacies is "green tea noodles" can we try that?"
"Sure , if thats what you want!"
I then bought 1 bowl for Kevin and watched him happily eat it.
"Hyung I want some of those skewers now".
"Fine" .
I once again watched him eat it joyfully and couldn't help but laugh when his face was covered in BBQ sauce. I then got a napkin and helped him clean his face carefully.
"Kevin, why are you such a messy eater?" I teased
"That's why your here, to help clean me" he smiled taking another bite. "Oh and thanks hyung"
He then kissed me on the cheek with BBQ sauce all over his lips.
"KEVIN!!" I hollered while laughing. He then giggled and continue walking.
Cleaning my face I then ran after him. "Kevin wait up!"
"ELI COME HERE HURRY!" Kevin screamed as he ran to the crowd infront of the stage.
"Yes?" I questioned
"I really want that Rilakumma camera! It's limited edition"
"Well , how much is it?"
"You can't buy it , you have to win this competition!"
"What competition is it?"
"EATING"
"Well Kevin, I'd really like to win it for you but it's a couples competition.".
"I got an idea" Kevin then Held onto my hand and led me to the front. WOAH he's holding my hand! I hope he never lets go cause his hands are so soft..but where is he taking me!?!
Chapter 4
Eli's POV"WE'D LIKE TO ENTER!" Kevin screamed
I then pulled to the side a little. "What are you doing?!?" I whispered completely shocked
"Hyung , you said you would get me anything tonight, and I really want the camera. PLEASE can we enter?" Kevin asked using his puppy eyes that I just couldn't resist.
"Fine, but we're not a couple?!?"
"Don't worry about that". He then brought me back to the front entering us in the competition.
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"Contestants, please take your seats" announced the MC. There was 9 other couples that all seem confident.
"Please introduce yourselves!" The MC then handed the microphone to Kevin
"Hello, I'm Kevin and this is my boyfriend Eli~" He cheerfully said.
WHAT DID HE JUST CALL ME, his boyfriend. I then started blushing again while the crowd just cheered. Just if this was real I thought!
As soon as everyone introduced themselve we all took our seat to get ready. But still, I was shocked and couldn't stop smiling from what he just said.
"Can I please get your attentions everybody... the competition is beginning in 1 minute and the rules are simple. The first couple to finish there plate of 100 green tea mochi wins this "Limited Edition Exilim EX-Z330 Rilakkuma Camera. Now contestants as soon as the horn blows begin!"
~Horn Blows~
As soon as I hear the horn I quickly grab 2 mochi on each hand and stuff my face. At the moment, im not even really paying attention about anything around me as all I want to do right now is WIN. Win this for Kevin.
"A minute has passed and so far the "Eli and Kevin" couple is in the lead but the other teams are close behind!' The MC screams with excitement.
I have already ate 15 and look beside me at Kevin, unfortunately he was only at 5 but just watching him try is 1 of the cutest things ever. He then glances at me giving me a wink which motivates me to try even harder!
I continue to stuff my face to which I have already ate 25 and Kevin has ate 11 and i notice that other couples are starting to catch up!
"It seems like the "Piggy" couple is catching up and speeding through the mochi!"
Although we are still first , I don't slow my speed and continue to work my way through all these mochi! We are half way done as I have ate 35 and Kevin ate 16. My stomach is already full but I'm determined to win this!
"Well now it seems like the "Piggy" couple and "Eli and Kevin" couple are neck to neck and are way ahead of all the other teams but there's still time for the other teams to catch up!"
"ELI, Im so full, I dont know if I can continue ..." Kevin cried as he slows down.
"Just try your best Kevin, here eat this and I'll this" I said as I gave him 5 and saved the other 14 for myself.
"Thanks hyung" Kevin smiled as he cutely began eating again.
"Now it seem like the "Piggy" couple are ahead!"
WHAT , how is this possible? I then stuffed myself even faster wanting to barf. I ate most of mine and Kevin still had 2 more left.
"The competition is close now! It seems like it's anyones game at this moment as both these teams have 1 more to go! LET'S SEE WHO WINS" the MC bursted as he makes dramatic movements.
I look at the "Piggy" couple and they are stuffed trying to make each other eat the last mochi. I finished all mine and saw Kevin suffering taking the last one. Although I feel utterly sick and ate the most it hurt me to see Kevin suffering, so when he slowly about to put the last mochi in his mouth I grabbed his hands.
"I'll eat it" I whispered.
"No, you ate most of it and you don't look to well" Kevin responded
But I ignored him and went in for it...OMG although I managed to get it in my mouth I also managed to get another thing. A kiss on the lips from Kevin. His soft , tender lips against mine was like magic and I never wanted it to end. But, as soon as I opened my eyes I backed out!
"Sorry, I wanted to eat it before you can but you were just to fast and I accidentally kissed you" Kevin laughed as though nothing big just happened.
"Uhh..umm it's OK" I replied embarrassed.
"And there you have it folks, finishing with a sweet kiss, the winner is THE "ELI AND KEVIN" COUPLE!"
The crowd cheered ecstatically as Kevin screamed and jumped on me giving me a huge hug.
"WE DID IT ELI!"
"YEAH WE DID!" I hollered hugging him tightly not letting go.
After finally letting go of Kevin, I went to get our prize and brought it to Kevin.
"This is for you..."
"THANK YOU ELI, Thanks to you this is the BEST DAY EVER! You're the best hyung!" Kevin shouted as he jumped on my back.
"I know Kevin, I know" I stated carrying him home while we both sang Neverland the whole time laughing.
Chapter 5
Eli's POV"So in the end Eli ate 72 while I ate 28 only. and that's how Eli won it for me! He even gave me a piggyback ride back home" Kevin explained cheerfully.
After coming home, Kevin has explained over 5 time how I got him food and won for him. Although he exagerated and made me seem more superior than I actually am , I definately have no problem with it. It makes me seem although I AM his boyfriend. After today, I am even more certain that Kevin is who I want to take care of, protect and spend my life with. But, when is the right time to confess I thought... maybe Kiseop is right and I should take advantage of this vacation and let Kevin know I love him.
"ELI" Dongho screams.
"Ya?"
"Are you OK?"
"Ya , why wouldn't I be?"
"Well I called you like 5 times and you seem so deep in thought, well anyways ...I WANT YOU TO BUY STUFF FOR ME AND WIN A COMPETITION FOR ME"
"ME TOO" Hoon calls out.
"Well, I only did this for Kevin so I guess you have to find your own hyung that's willing to do so much for you" I smirked as I slowly got up walking to me room.
"KISEOP" Dongho hollered.
"AJ" Hoon screamed.
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"Eli..." He calls softly.
"Yes?" I answer while laying on the bed under the covers getting ready to sleep.
He then went up the covers and cuddled on me unexpectedly. "I just wanted to sincerely thank you for doing so much for me today"
I smiled. If I was his man , Today would be everyday...
"But , why hyung? How come you treat me so well never expecting anything back ever. Even when you are cleaning after me you are just as happy as when you are eating seafood and steak...and although I never do anything for you, you treat me better than anyone.."
I was speechless....his presence was enough for me to love him forever. "Cause...that's what family is...that's what lov...It's getting pretty late! I think we should sleep now " I say as I turn off lamp beside me.
"Hyung, you're the best, I love you" Kevin whispers.
"I love you too" I whisper back as Kevin falls asleep with his head on my chest and arms around me. I smile to myself with my arm around him falling asleep....
Chapter 6
Eli's POVAs I slowly open my eyes I notice it's still dark and the sun hasn't risen yet. I look beside me, Kevin isn't here? Where is he? I lazily sit up yawning wondering where he must have gone.
Suddenly, the door slowly opens and Kevin walks in.
As I rub my eyes for a clearer look I notice Kevin wearing a his "Neverland" outfit and make-up!
"Kevin...why are you wearing that, we're on vacation reme.." Kevin then put his fingers on my lips.
"Shhh..Welcome to Neverland" Kevin Whispers. He then kisses me on the lips. I'm startled at first but as we kiss I slowly get into it and hug him towards me making him on top of me. His soft, tender lips against mine was pure magic, as our tongues collide it seems as though good is happening in this world.
Kevin hands began to travel my body as he rips my shirt. He then strips his shirt throwing it.
I then began kissing his neck leaving hickies behind as he moans.
"Kevin, I love you" I whisper in his ear as I embrace his hips. As he then goes downwards slowly gliding his hands down my body , I can't help but moan as he unbuttons my pants giggling.
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"ELI!"
"AHHHHHH" I scream as get startled.
"Are you OK, did you get a nightmare or something? You were moving and mumbling alot" Kevin explains worried.
" Umm sure.. yeah" I lie smiling fakely.
OH MAN! I'm disappointed that was all a dream but it seemed so realistic!
"I'll be right back, gonna go wash my face" I smiled to Kevin as he still seems worried.
As I go to the bathroom, I turn on the water and splash my face. I REALLY NEED TO TELL KEVIN SOON. It's killing me to live life everyday like this! I don't think I can handle this much longer...
Chapter 7
Eli's POV-Day 2As I wake up, I turn around the see the clock noticing it was only 9:00AM and decided to get up and get ready.
I walk into the kitchen to see everyone there eating already.
"Good Morning guys"
"Good Morning!"
Eating Breakfast, we all discusted our plans when suddenly the door bell rang.
"I'll go get that!" Maknae Dongho shouted and he ran to the door.
Dongho then returned with a familiar looking handsome man beside him.
"Hi, I am the City's Mayor, Choi JungRi and would like to firstly congratulate Kevin and Eli for winning yesterdays "Couple's Eating Competition"
"Thanks" Kevin happily smiled
"For winning the competition we would like to invite you 2 to a couples photoshoot and publish you 2 in this years front cover of the villages monthly magazine , and give you 2 a surprise. As for your friends, we will have a fun filled paid-for scheduele for them as well!"
"YAYAYYA" Dongho screamed as he jumped on Kiseops lap.
"Please come in 1 hours to the Teahouse , see you there" JungRi explained as he left
"Everyone get ready!" Soohyun ordered as everyone did as he said
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I was quite surprised about this as I never knew that we'd get even more for winning but I'm most excited to spend the day with Kevin. JungRi said he had a surprise for us, I wonder what it is?
As we all left the house, walking to the TeaHouse, Kevin ran beside me.
"Hyung, isn't this exciting! You get to spend the day as my boyfriend" Kevin laughed as I wished he would one day say that without joking .
"Yeah!" I laughed full of joy. Kevin has always been like a boyfriend to me, so why should I be so shy and reserved around him? Should I take this opportunity to be flirty and act as though he is my boyfriend as this is the what we want everyone else to think. Kevin usually acts like that to me anyways? OF COUSRE! Why haven't I thought of this earlier, Kiseop would be so proud to hear my plan!
As I took a deep breath, I held Kevin's hand while we walked. Kevin turned to me and smiled, giggling as he held on tight. I love life. This couldn't be any better!
We entered the Teahouse , JungRi warmly welcomed us and we all took a seat.
"Welcome to the Boseong Teahouse, Kevin and Eli come with me to your photo shoot as for the rest of you, you will be going to the Boseong Buffet, and other fun destinations around here, and don't worry I already paid for everything and hired a driver to take you guys. He's outside right now"
All the other members quickly went out as me and Kevin went to our photoshoot in the back still holding hands. When we entered the back, it was a garden with a Sakura tree in the middle with floral pink blossoms.
"Here's where you will be shooting, and this is your photographer"
Kevin and I got ready and stood infront of the tree where we we're directed to just get close and "Make This Work". I went behind Kevin and slowly put my hands around his hips as we looked at each other. Gazing into his beautiful eyes, the photographer created magic as he got the shots he wanted right away. He even said he never found such a perfect couple to photograph. As we quickly finished, we got to see the photos which looked magnificent and looked so romantic. We changed back and JungRi came to us as we were done.
"Thank You for all your hard work, we'd like to send you 2 to the Boseong Spa to relax and reserved the "VIP Couples Room" at the 5-Star restaurant for dinner tommorow night"
"Thank You so much JungRi" I thankfully exclaimed as Kevin and I headed to the Spa.
Entering the Spa, we went into the VIP private hot spring. Alone with Kevin both only wearing a towel, how perfect.
Kevin swam over to me sitting on my lap. "Hyung isn't this so awsome!"
I put my arm around him pulling him closer to my body as he rests his head on my bare chest. "Yes, yes it is"
Being in the perfect position, we both close our eyes , skin to skin.
After about 10 minutes, we hear our Maknae Dongho scream, we open our eyes and swam to the front wondering what's happening until we see the childish boy jump into the spring along with the other members. OH MAN! Why at this moment did they have to come, just when I'm having my moment with Kevin.
Hoon then splashed water at my face, "HEY" I scream splashing him back. Then all 7 of us started splashing water at each other.
Maybe tommorow is my chance I thought.....
Chapter 8
Eli's POV-Day 2 -NightThat night when we went back, Kiseop and I decided to go out for a walk.
"Hyung, Can I tell you secret?" Kiseop shyly asked.
I looked at him "Yeah, what is it?"
"Well, umm... I.."
"Come on just tell me already, You know you can trust!"
"Eli....I think I'm falling for Dongho"
"Dongho, our maknae?"
"...yeah"
I surprisingly wasn't that surprised and knew Kiseop liked Dongho before this. But finally he admits it. Hehe
"Eli, What do you think I should do?"
"Well , Dongho is the type of person who is really childish and it's so easy to make him happy."
"I know , but I don't know what to do to show him!"
"WAIT A MINUTE, I heard there's another contest going on tonight, it was a race of some sort. Go sign up and win it for him!"
"What tonight! Isn't that a little to quick!"
"Kiseop, Take your chance before you don't have one. There's never a wrong time for love"
"PShhh, You're telling me this!"
"Shut up" I murmered.
"OKOK, but when are you going to confess to Kevin, hyung?"
"Tommorow night , since we have a dinner"
"OK Good luck hyung , go win his heart" Kiseop screamed as he ran back home to get Dongho.
I then took a deep breathe, What am I going to do tommorow? How should I tell Kevin I love him............
Chapter 9
Kiseop's POVI sprint home as fast as I can to get Dongho. Although, I'm all out of energy and my legs are beginning to ache I continue with the thought of Dongho as my inspiration. Right now all I can think is "Dont Stop, Cant Stop..."~ When I finally arrive all out of breathe, I crash in through the door where Dongho, AJ and Hoon are sitting on the couch talking.
"Are you OK?" My love asked.
"Come....let's go..." I demand as I'm still catching my breathe.
"Where we going, and take a rest" he smiles as he pats the seat beside him
"We don't have time!" I exclaim as I grab his hand and pull him up running.
"WHERE ARE WE GOING!" The maknae asks as I concentrate on going to the village on time.
As we continue to run, I then notice his soft, warm hands that I'm holding onto and then hand tighter as I run faster.
"Hyung, I'm so tired" he whines as we are about there. Without his notice, I then stop, carry him on my back and begin running again. The cute boy surprised then put his head on my shoulders and holds onto me. When we finally arrive at the village, I carefully let Dongho down taking deep breathes.
"Hyung, what are we doing here, is it going to be fun?" Dongho laughs with his usual cute smile.
"Yeah, Do you remember how you wanted Eli to win something for you after he won for Kevin?"
"YUP"
"Well, today I'm going to win something for you" I pull him closer, putting my hands around his shoulder.
"Really, YAY~~ Let's go then!"
We rush to the front of the stage to check what contest is on today. As were going up to the front, I notice Dongho is holds on to my hands pulling himself closer to me.
"Kiseop, It's a Obstacle race today and the prize is a 'Limited Edition Pochaco Plushie'.IT'S HUGE~~ I want it so bad! Hurry and enter already hyung!" Dongho pleaded with all the aegyo he had.
"Fine, I'll enter for you" . I went to the front and entered myself in and went backstage to get ready with all the other contestants as Dongho took a seat at the front, ready for me to win...~ I must not let him down.
Eli's POV
After Kiseop left, I continue to walk alone to think about all the possibilities that may happen tommorow. What if Kevin doesn't like me the way I like him?What if this ruins our friendship?Ruins U-Kiss? But other than negativity it can also bring happiness, if we do get together, As I continue to walk into the older parts of the village, an old man in his 80's sitting on a rocking chair calls me over. Respecting the elderly, I go to him taking a seat infront of him.
"Hi, Im Eli Kim, nice to meet you grandpa".
"Although I'm old, I can easily tell people, and from how you were walking I believe you were thinking of love"
"Woah, How do you know?"
"It's with someone you love, but you don't know how to tell them as you're scared that they won't love you back?"
"Yeah......"
"Let me tell you a story. When I was 18 years old I fell in love with this girl but I didn't know how to tell her and was afraid she wouldn't like me back just like you. 1 day I bought a pair of bracelets to confess to her. But the day I decided to give it to her, I seen her with another man, who in just 2 months became her husband....I missed my chance when I could have confessed to her, I was too late. For 73 I haven't married or loved anyone ever again in hopes that 1 day she would come back ...You must not make this mistake, or live in regret for the rest of your life"
"That's so sad..." I must not make the same mistake this poor man has made...
"You should go tell him you love him right now, and this is my gift to you" He then hands me over a nicely designed box. Slowly opening it , I see 2 bracelets. It must be the ones he bought to give his love but never got a chance too.
"Thank you so much, and how should I adress you grandpa?"
"Just remember me as "Grandpa Jang", and please visit me when you have time"
"Don't worry, I will, good bye now!" I scream as I run home to find Kevin.
As I enter the door, I'm in complete shock........is this really happening?....
Chapter 10
Kiseop POV"Welcome ladies and gentlemen to this years 'Boseong's 84th Annual Obstacle Race', and here are our racers"
I step forward on the 3rd track and get in a running position.
"Racers, you must run 100m, where you then must jump in the water swimming over to the other side, run through the dripping paint, climb over the rock wall, make your way through the punching bags where snow will be blowing in your face, dig through the snow on the other side until you find a key, where you will open the door being the winner"
Although this task seem pretty hard, I was determined to win this~
"On your mark , get set, GO!"
I run as fast as I can beating all the others, diving into the water,which is freezing cold, swimming as fast as I can. I see 1 person behind me and the rest way behind so im pretty confident at the moment. As I pull myself out of the water I run through a treadmill that goes the opposite direction and paint is spilling all over me. I run my fastest to the other side as I can barely see anything. Climbing over the wall was pretty easy but I was still freezing from the water. As I'm trying to make my way through the punching bags, gusts of wind and snow is blowing at me making me even colder. My body is now shivering, but I know I must not stop so I continue seeing 1 person close to me. As I make it to the other side to the snow, I begin to feel dizzy but fight through it.
"GO KISEOP! FIGHTING~" I hear Dongho scream from the audience. I take a look at him and full of adrenaline, I dig as fast as I can finding the key through the snow but I cant ignore how my numb my body is beginning to feel. The more I try the weaker, My body is beginning to shut down on me but I still try my hardest. All of a sudden, my body suddenly gives and I fall flat on the floor...
"WE HAVE A WINNER!" I hear the MC announce.
How is this possible! Did I really just lose, I slowly get up dragging myself to Dongho. Right now, I feel so disappointed, I've let myself down and more importantly I let Dongho down....
"Kiseop!" I hear Dongho call as he looks down at me. I'm on the ground weak,shivering, cold, wet and more importantly a loser, I can't bear to even stare at him straight in the eye.
"I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY!!!! Imma loser, go find yourself a good man, I'm nothing and could never give you the happiness you deserve! I was wrong falling in love with you, how can I possibly be with someone as good as you! I'm ..sorry..." and before I knew it, my vision became blurry and slowly I feel myself blacking out....
Eli's POV
As I enter the door, I'm in complete shock........is this really happening?....
Infront of me I see JungRi against Kevin on the table kissing while Kevin is flailing! I immediately grab JungRi and tackle him to the ground hearing Kevin cough. HOW CAN HE DO THIS TO MY KEVIN, HE THINKS WE'RE A COUPLE. With all my might, I then punch him.
"STOP ELI!" Kevin screams but I ignore him and grab JungRi's collar pulling him up. Suddenly, Kevin grabs my arm trying to pull it down.
"DO YOU THINK , IM GONNA LET HIM GO FOR KISSING YOU!" I then tried grabbing JungRi again when Kevin pushed my hand down, turning me to face him and slapped me in the face....at that moment the world stopped~~~
Did Kevin just slap me....
"ENOUGH ALREADY, CONTROL YOURSELF" Kevin screamed at me...
My voice was beginning to crack I was holding back my tears, "I WAS ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT YOU!!!!! Everything I do was for you!!!!!!!!!!, I LOVE YOU OK!, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!...And now you slap me for protecting you! ......Is this...-sniff-...what ..I deserve! -sniff-"
I then run out , finally letting all my tears out, I don't know where I'm going but I just continue to run. As I run I can't take it anymore falling to the ground, crying my eyes out, feeling the rain slowly dripping on me. The pain inside me is one that hurts more than a bullet through you or even a train crashing you,words can't even describe this pain~~~ Right now, I feel like nothing as I'm crying on the ground in the middle of nowhere with the rain pouring down on me. As I hold onto my chest all I can think is for someone to take this pain away.....
Chapter 11
Eli's POVRight now, im depressed and soaked in water from the storm. Being out here for around 1-2 hours ,I feel cold and want to go back home but know I must not. So, I slowly walk back dragging myself, not even knowing where I am. A car then drives by and suddenly stops infront of me. I see a man get out of the car walking towards me and he looks quite familiar. As he walks closer, I then notice it's Kevin! Seeing Kevin I then run the opposite direction not wanting to see him. As I sprint with the limited energy I have left, I look back seeing him also run towards me catching up. Sprinting at top speed, I then twist my ankle slamming down onto the hard,wet floor. As he is near, I try to get up and continue running but the pain slows me down, letting Kevin get to me.
"ELI,STOP!" I hear him scream,but I ignore him.
"ELI!!!!" I hear him scream again, but once again I ignore him.
Kevin then grabs my arm but I fling it away finally responding to him "Don't touch me, leave.."
"Eli, I know you're mad at me for slapping you but what you saw was, it's not what you think!"
"I don't wanna hear it Kevin. Go home, it's cold and freezing"
"No, until you listen to what I have to say, I'm not going anywhere!"
"Fine , I'll give you 5 minutes"
"Ok! Eli hyung, Me and JungRi Hyung are not together and he didn't harrass me in anyway. He came to tell us that the dinner planned for the 2 of us tommorow was postponed to next week. He also brang some kimbap for us,so I tried them out. While tasting them, I began choking and when JungRi came to help me he slipped and fell on me. When you walked in the door ,you saw him kissing me but in reality he was only trying to help me but tripped..."
"Is that all that happened?"
"Yes, and Eli, I'm sorry for slapping you. I knew you wouldn't want to ever purposely hurt anybody but only hurt JungRi to protect me.So will you accept my apology and go home?"
Omo, Why was it so hard to say no to Kevin~~ "Apology accepted, I'm freezing from the cold rain lets go home"
"OK! Thanks Eli" Kevin then gave me a hug, embracing his whole arm around me.
While walking home in silence ,Kevin suddenly asks " Eli...You know how you said you loved me?"
OH NO, Why'd he have bring this up! My face went all red as I slowly answer him "Yeah?"
"When did you start developing feelings for me?"
".........In our trainee days...before our debut.."
Kevin then stopped walking turning to me. I turned to him gazing into his eyes.
"Well, your wait is over"
To my surprise Kevin then kissed me on my lips with his arms around my shoulder. As he kissed me I then brought him closer, letting our tongues embrace.
After about a minute, Kevin broke the kiss whispering "Thanks for always making me happy and all you've done for me"
Not saying anything , I just smile and kiss him on the forehead. I slowly guided my hands to his and held on to them as we continued walking.
Before I knew it, we were home.
Chapter 12
Kiseop's POVAs I slowly open my eyes, I hear the beaping of the heart monitor and the white hospital room I'm in. As I look around, I then see Dongho beside me sleeping against the bed. I feel weak, but have to go to the bathroom so I gently pull myself up , trying to get off the bed as quiet as possible when Dongho suddenly grabs my arm.
"Where do you think you're going?!?!"
"I need to go to the bathroom"
"OH , I'll help you then"
He then helped me up putting my arm around his should ,guiding me to the bathroom. After I came out, we went back to the room.
" The doctor said you almost had hypothermia, you shouldn't have worked yourself so hard~"
I almost forgot what happened until Dongho brought it up! Now that I remember, I want to leave this moment,Dongho doesn't deserve to waste his time on a loser like me!
I whisper "I'm Sorry" before, I bounce off the bed, dashing out the door and throught the hospital. I hear Dongho calling me but I ignore him trying to escape. As I see the elevator doors open I instantly enter going down to the 1st floor. I repeatedly click the close button which activates the door to close. Right when the door is fully closed , a hand stops it swiftly releasing the doors to open. It's Dongho. He steps into the elevator,which than closes behind him. He steps forward towards, causing me to back up against the wall of the elevator.
"Kiseoppie Hyung, what has been up with you these 2 days? Your acting so strange!"
"Nothing.." I fleetly look away avoiding eye-contact.
"I know something is up, just tell me or else I won't let you go!"
"Pshh, We all know how easily I can lift you away"
"I'm serious" The playful Maknae then turns all mature in a matter of seconds. "Now tell me"
"Dongho, it's nothing!"
"Fine, you're making me do this!" He then slams the elevator buttons releasing the emergency signal stopping the elevator.
"Now you better yell me!" Dongho exclaims as he pushing me toward the wall.
I know that this now vicious cutie won't let me leave until I tell him so I give....
"Fine.." I slowly grace his hands covering them with mine, looking down.
"Yesterday, I brought you to the contest , cause just like Eli who likes Kevin, I wanted to win something for you showing how much I love you....But as you seen yesterday I lost and I'm sorry..."
Dongho slowly lifted up my chin, looking straight in my eyes.
" You shouldn't be sorry, You got yourself in the hospital because of me. The only thing you should be sorry for is not confessing before.."
He then surprised me but kissing me on the lips. I slowly grabbed his hips towards me, kissing him passionately as I take control of the kiss.
-BOOM BOOM BOOM- A loud noise then startled us.
"IS EVERYONE OK!"
"Yeah!" I scream.
After about 10 minutes we were out and I asked the doctor when I can be discharged , after a few tests I was released and exited the hospital with Dongho.
"Kiseoppie baby~ Are we going home now?"
"Where ever you want to go, my Ppang-Ho~~"
Chapter 13
Eli's POV- Day 3
Heading to the kitchen, I have the brightest smile on my face and obviously can't hide it.
"Why so happy?" Soohyun questioned passing me a plate of kimbap.
"Wait till every wakes up and I'll tell everyone~" I happily respond back to him
Giving me a curious look, Soohyun laughs thinking he already knowing whats up.
As everyone makes it to the dining room eating breakfast and enjoying themselves I shift my eyes at Kevin and he gives me nod.
"I have an announcement!" I call out while going behind.
The room then fills with silence as everyone stops and directs their attention to me.
"After waiting so long to finally say this, I can officially say this statement truthfully. Me and Kevin are now dating."
No one spoke a word...Uh-oh I thought. I looked at Kevin with a worried look on my face.
Out of no where, all the members then scream and holler giving us some support.
Pheww I thought, this turned out better than I thought!
Right after the cheer quieted down, Kiseop stood up.
"I have an annoucement too! Me and Dongho are dating too." He stated while blushing.
"WOOOAHAHHAHA YEAHHHH" I screamed along with all the others.
"HEY EVERYONE , I HAVE A ANNOUNCEMENT TOO!" Soohyun shouted as we all looked at him in shock.
"I'm single..."
"Awww" everyone murmured.
"BUT I'M INVITING TONIGHT FOR DINNER! ALL EXPENSES ON ME"
Everyone then began to cheer again, celebrating at only 9:00AM.
Kiseop's POV
As Dongho and I head back to our room, we cuddle together with his head on my shoulders. As I lay there, I suddenly feel Donghos's soft tender lips slowly touch mine. Embracing him I respond back pulling him on top of me while continue to kiss him. As as kiss, I slowly break us apart taking my shirt off, carelessly throwing it on the floor. Extrememly horny, I flip Dongho so now I'm on top of him. Sliding my hands in his hurts and carressing his nipples I shove my face in his neck trying to leave my love marks until Dongho pushed me off.
"Hyung, I don't think I'm ready for this..."
"Why?!?You love me don't you?" I questioned
"I love you, hyung but ...I'm kinda new to this.." Dongho pouted his lips while looking down,playing with his fingers
Not wanting to pressure him as he was a virgin, I slowly respond "Fine, We'll do this when your ready.."
Disappointed, I pick up my shirt from the floor, put it back on and layed on the bed.
Dongho's POV
I felt really bad for ruining the mood and disappointing Kiseoppie hyung but I was so scared. I know about these things and the thought of him in me was terrifying as his ............was probaly huge! But is my fear worth disappointing my Seoppie?
I walk slowly to my Seoppie who is laying there, I crawl in the bed with him wrapping my arms around him from behind as I see his pouting face.
"I'm sorry hyung"
"No, it's OK. I understand" I hear him whisper.
Wanting to make up for this I softly go in his shirt rubbing his chest until....
"Dongho, Please stop, I'm tired and not in the mood."
Feeling even worse now I know I must surprise him soon somehow but what should I do??
